Saturday, February 27, 2010

Happiness

 Happiness

Early morning quiet,
a lemony-tangerine 
sunrise surprise,
orange pekoe 
steeping in a cup,
you watching me, 
with soft brown eyes.

You nuzzling my neck.
(if only in my mind)
Your words that make me laugh,
your words that are kind
 lift me up like a curtain
  in a warm spring breeze.
I know that you care.
Your presence is there.
Feelings I have for you
 make me weak 
in the knees.
 
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The poem above is my response to a tag from my good friend, Michelle, who writes the blog, Crow's Feet. She tagged me with the Happy 101 meme.  For this meme, I was supposed to list ten things that make me happy.  Instead of a list, I decided to put my thoughts into a poem.


If you'd like to write about the things that make you happy and continue this meme, please consider yourself tagged by me and take the logo above back with you to post on your blog.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Dragonfly

My dear friend, Graciel, who writes the blog, Evenstar Art, has tagged me for a photo meme, and I have taken up her challenge.  These are the rules of the meme:


1. Open your first photo folder.
2. Scroll down to your 10th photo.
3. Post the photo and the story behind it.
4. Tag 5 people to play along.
 
My tenth photo happened to be a picture I took in my front yard of a dragonfly sitting on a green maple tree leaf.  Obviously, this photo was taken during the summer.  
 
You won't see ANY leaves outside in my yard right now--especially not green ones hanging on a tree.  You might find an old, dried, shriveled-up, brown one, but you'd have to dig for it.  We woke up this morning to two more inches of new snow  from over night last night.  It is definitely not summer out there, but anyway, back to the dragonfly picture.

I have no real story to tell about the picture, so I wrote a poem to go along with it. I hope you enjoy it.  

 Dragonfly
 
What a false moniker!
Such an image it brings...
of a heavy lizard creature,
a fire breather, with scaly wings.
 
Truth be told, she's a slender dancer
who flits and floats on gossamer wings.
She lights gently on a leaf,
tilts her head, and listens
while a nearby bullfrog sings.


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As for tagging 5 people, if you would like to take up this challenge and post this meme on your blog, you are now officially tagged by me.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Waving Goodbye, Saying Hello, and Smiling

I thought you might like to see this icicle from outside of one of my kitchen windows.  It kind of looks like a little hand on the end of an arm reaching down, don't you think? (OK, so it may be missing a finger, but you see what I mean.)

 
I'd like to think of it as winter waving a final goodbye.   I can't say I'm sad to see it go. 
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When I went out to visit my mother at the nursing home today, I could hear water running through the gutters from the snow melting on the roof.  It was the sweet music of spring to my ears.  We still have quite a bit of snow on the ground thanks to the Sunday night/most of the day Monday storm that went through this week, but the sun is shining today and the temperature is up to 35 degrees.  Feels like a heat wave! 

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My older son will be coming home this weekend for his SPRING break.  It doesn't seem quite like spring yet, but I'm looking for any sign of it that I can find. If those educated folks at his college are going to call his break next week, "SPRING break," well, then, I'm going to take them at their word!!   

My son called the other day and told me to start making a list of things I need him to do while he's home.  He said he would have some free time and could help me out with some chores around the house while he's here.  You have got to know that his offer made me smile!  Every time I see him lately, he seems more grown up.

He also had news from his latest indoor track meet.  He cleared 12 feet six inches and just missed clearing 13 feet when pole vaulting this past weekend.  He was excited, as this is his personal best so far.  He is enjoying his classes and likes his professors and spoke of wanting to go on to get his masters degree once he is done with the undergraduate program he is in now.  We had a nice chat, and he is doing well.  Hearing his news made me smile too.

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So today I'm trying my very best to wave goodbye to winter while eagerly waiting to say hello both to the return of SPRING weather and to my son for his SPRING break.   I figure if I say the word, "SPRING," often enough and loudly enough, perhaps it will get here a little sooner.  It won't be too soon for me.  I've got my smile ready to welcome it. Jeepers, creepers!  Bring on those little elves.  It's time for spring, I say!!

Monday, February 22, 2010

Music Monday - Melting The Blues Away

We went to the Stranahan Theater in Toledo last night to hear the OMEA District 1 High School Honors Concert of the best of this area's high school orchestras, choirs, and bands.  It was a wonderful evening of music.  My son played his upright bass in the orchestra there.  I recorded three of their songs, but I don't have time to upload them to the computer today.  Perhaps I will do that another time.

At one point the emcee of the program was laughing about the fact that during the band's performance, some of the other students from the orchestra and choir were backstage dancing to the music on stage.  We in the audience couldn't see them, of course.  He was amused by the fact that the kids were doing a sort of line dance, can-can style, with high kicking legs. It made us wish we could have seen what was going on back there!  

A dance with high kicking legs, always makes me think of the big finish to the song, "New York New York" by Frank Sinatra, so now this song is stuck in my head.  I thought it would be a good one to post for Music Monday this week.

It's snowing here AGAIN today.  Schools are closed AGAIN.  I need to get outside to clear off my car and the driveway AGAIN so I can go to work this afternoon.  It's not the "little town blues" as mentioned in this song that I need to have "melting away,"  it is all this ridiculous snow, but that's not happening today.  

So I might as well be cheerful in spite of the weather and get outside to do some high kicking steps of my own while I take an ice scraper to my car windows and a snow shovel to the sidewalk.  I hope whatever type of "blues" you might be suffering from today that they too will soon be "melting away."  Happy Music Monday to you!







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Thursday, February 18, 2010

Yesterday, Today, This Week, Any Day, Everyday---It's All Good!

Did you know that this week, February 15-21,  is Random Act of Kindness Week and that yesterday was Random Act of Kindness Day?  Well, it's true.  At least, it is according to the Random Act of Kindness Foundation.  How did I know this?  I'm glad you asked.

Someone delivered a lovely arrangement of flowers to the circulation desk at the library where I work yesterday.  The card was addressed simply: "To the librarians."  The message inside read:  "You do a great job!  Thank you for all of your hard work.  Happy Random Act of Kindness Day!"  

We don't know who the flowers came from, but it was very nice to be appreciated.  It gave us a lift and put a bright spot in our day knowing that someone cared and took the time to notice what we do and to express their gratitude for it.  This was how I was made aware that yesterday was Random Act of Kindness Day.

About an hour after I arrived at work, an interesting thing happened.  An elderly couple came up to the desk and told me they needed help.  The lady rummaged around in her purse and pulled out a scribbled note.  On it was the address for a website.  She explained that her grandson lives in Japan and that he had made a video that was posted on Youtube.  

Her son had called to tell her about it.  She didn't really understand what Youtube was, but her son had told her to go to the library and ask for help in finding it on the computer so she could see and hear her grandson's video.  She didn't have a computer at home to use.

However, the sound on the computers at our library is turned off and can only be accessed with headphones or ear buds that the patrons bring in with them.  This lady didn't know that she would need to bring headphones with her, and, of course, she hadn't brought any.

This is where it gets interesting.  Another couple who looked to be in their forties was waiting in line behind the elderly couple.  They overheard the conversation between the elderly lady and myself.  After hearing and seeing the disappointment on the grandmother's face when she realized we weren't going to be able to help her on our computers at the library, they offered to let her use their home computer to see and hear the video her grandson had posted.  They said they lived just a few blocks away, and if the older couple wanted to follow them home, they would help them find the website to view on their home computer.

The grandmother and grandfather were delighted.  At this point, I was wondering if the two couples knew each other previously and had just happened to be at the library at the same time, but the next thing I heard was them exchanging names and shaking hands and smiling all around.   The older couple waited patiently while I checked out books to the younger couple.  Then the four all left in a group as if they had known each other for years, chatting and making small talk on their way out the door.

I'd be willing to bet that the younger couple did not know it was Random Act Of Kindness Day.  They just saw someone with a need that they could fulfill, a wish that they could make come true.  They fulfilled that need just because they could and because it made someone else happy.  It made me smile to see and hear their generous and selfless offer of kindness.  I thought it was a wonderful coincidence that I had just witnessed this little episode in their lives right after being on the receiving end, myself, of a random act of kindness.

Yes, this is Random Act of Kindness Week, so, of course, I encourage you to do something nice for someone just because you can and because it might make a bright spot in someone's day.  However, I also think it would be a good idea for us to try to get into the mindset of practicing random acts of kindness every chance that we get, not just during a certain day or week that has been set aside for it.  

If you need some inspiration or some ideas on how to go about establishing this habit, please visit the Random Acts of Kindness Foundation website. Yesterday, today, this week, any day, everyday---when it comes to performing a random act of kindness---it's all good!


"Goodness is the only investment which never fails."    
~Henry David Thoreau~

Monday, February 15, 2010

Music Monday - I Will

I'm feeling mellow today.  It seems like a good day to play a little bit of the Beatles. Of course, I'm singing along here, "Love you forever and forever.  Love you with all my heart."


I Will 
(lyrics)

Who knows how long I've loved you
You know I love you still
Will I wait a lonely lifetime
If you want me to, I will.

For if I ever saw you

I didn't catch your name
But it never really mattered
I will always feel the same.

Love you forever and forever

Love you with all my heart
Love you whenever we're together
Love you when we're apart.

And when at last I find you

Your song will fill the air
Sing it loud so I can hear you
Make it easy to be near you
For the things you do endear you to me
Oh, you know, I will
I will.


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Sunday, February 14, 2010

Happy Valentine's Day!

 
My husband and sons (in cahoots with young son's girlfriend who works part time at her aunt's local flower shop) surprised me with this lovely bouquet of roses for Valentine's Day yesterday. 



 I baked brownies and cut them into heart shapes for all my fellows (and for my youngest fellow's girl too) for dessert for a special early Valentine's dinner we had last night.  We celebrated a little early because my older son was home just for the weekend and must go back to his college dorm today.


I am grateful to be loved and to have others to love.

Happy Valentine's Day!

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Dancing In the Kitchen

I haven't had you up and dancing for quite a while.  Yes, I know it is all cold and snowy outside, but I'm just going to ignore that for now and dance anyway.  

My older son will be here soon, home for a short weekend, and I am mixing up some brownies to put in the oven.  When I'm cooking in the kitchen, I like to put on some music and dance while I am doing it.  It's kind of like that scene in the movie, "The Big Chill"  when the characters dance around the table in the kitchen.  Do you remember that one?


The music I'm listening to while I'm dancing isn't the song they had playing, though.  I'm listening to Lou Bega sing "Baby, Keep Smiling."  The lyrics begin with the words, "It's hot outside."  Of course, that couldn't be further from the truth, but it seems like the perfect song to cheer me up when it is cold outside, and I'm stuck inside.  It goes like this.


I hope you all are having a good weekend!

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

There's "Snow" Place Like Home!

There's "Snow" place like home!  That's probably a good thing because we're not going anywhere today.  The schools and the library where I work, along with lots of other places around town, are all closed again today because we are under a level 2 snow emergency.  The road crews are out trying to deal with the foot of snow we got here in the last two days.  These first three pictures are of the view looking out on the driveway and back by our garage where our cars are parked.

 
 
 

This is the view from inside my living room and looking out toward the street out front through the big picture window behind the couch.

 

Here's another one of the same view.  That fuzzy black spot you see in the middle at the bottom of the window on the back of the couch is Max, our toy poodle.  He likes to look out the window from that vantage point so that he can be sure and see the mailman and bark at him as he walks by.

 
This next one is looking through that same picture window but in the opposite direction down the street.

 

Our icicles on the eaves are back.  As you can see by the picture below, I couldn't open the front door without having the door smack into the icicles above and have them come raining down all around me.

 

There is a particularly long icicle hanging from the eaves just off to the side of our front door.  It's hanging about half way down the side of the house.


This view shows how far it is hanging down.  I was standing on our front porch directly in front of the front door to take this picture.  It hangs down nearly the whole length of the door.  Well now, isn't that N--ICE!?

 

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Saying Thanks, Breaking Rules, and Smiling

 

My friend, Michelle who writes the blog, Crow's Feet  has given me the Kreativ Blogger award.  This is what I have to say about that. 

Thank you, Michelle.  It was very kind of you to think of me.  According to the rules of the award, I am to now write seven things that my readers may find of interest about me.  I'm going to bend that rule a little bit.  You know me.  I'm such a rebel.  I wanted to share seven things that made me smile recently, so hopefully they will be of interest to you as well.

1.  My son's girlfriend was over visiting here on Saturday.  I was in the kitchen fixing dinner when she called me into the living room where she was.  She had a laptop computer open in front of her.  

"Look at this," she said.  She motioned toward the computer screen in front of her indicating that I should look at it.  "He's throwing snowballs at me!"

The "he" she was referring to me was my son.  He was in his bedroom on his desktop computer.  They were both logged into the online computer game, Runescape, and were "throwing snowballs" at each other in the game.  Now, let me remind you that we had plenty of real snow outside on the ground in our yard that day that they could have gone out and thrown at each other.  However, instead, here were my teenage son and his girlfriend in two different rooms of our house on two different computers playing a computer game where they could throw pretend snowballs at each other.  HA HA HA HA HA!   

I also thought it very amusing that she was here to visit him, but that they weren't even in the same room.  They could have just as easily thrown virtual snowballs at each other from their computers if she had stayed at home at her own house.  She didn't need to come here to sit in our living room to do it.  Dating sure has changed since I was their age!

2.  We went to Toledo on Sunday to hear my son play with the Toledo Youth Symphony.  The kids did a great job.   That made me smile, of course.  I wasn't able to make a video of it to play for you here, and I'll talk about that in a minute.  I do still have two videos from the last time he played with them which was in November for their Holiday Pops Concert.  I haven't taken the time to post them here before now, but maybe you will enjoy them.  They certainly make me smile.  

The first video is a medley of songs from the Walt Disney movie production of  Aladdin.  My son got to play his really green electric bass for that performance.  He's over on the right on the stage in his usual spot.



The next video is the John Sousa number, Stars and Stripes Forever performed by the entire Toledo Youth Orchestra.  My son is hard to see in this one, but he is one of the bass players on the right side of the stage whose instrument is wearing a Santa hat.


3.  Now as to why I wasn't able to make a video of this past weekend's performance, let me explain.  Yes, I remembered to take the camera with me.  Yes, I remembered to take extra batteries with me.  So what was the problem you may want to know.  Well, I did manage to get just a little snippet of their first song on the camera, but then the batteries in the camera died on me.  I did a quick switch with the batteries I had brought with me.  Those batteries were dead too!  Hmm...that seemed strange.  I was certain I had recharged these batteries earlier in the week.  Oh well, I couldn't do anything about it, so I just sat back and enjoyed the concert.  

After the concert, we were rejoined by my son.  I explained to him that I wasn't able to make a video of his concert because the camera batteries were dead.  He said, "Oh, I brought some extra ones for you in case you needed them."  He then pulled said batteries out of his pants pocket.  Of course, that did me no good at all since the concert was already over.  When I needed them was when he was up on the stage.  Those batteries in his pants pocket didn't do me much good at all when I was down in the theater seats in the audience and he was up on stage wearing said pants, of course.

Oh, and what about my extra batteries that I brought with me that I thought I had charged?  Upon further investigation, we discovered that my son and his girlfriend had used the batteries I had charged in the Wii video game controllers a couple of days before the concert.  The batteries I brought with me were the dead batteries that had been replaced in their game controllers with the ones I had charged.  

So the whole batteries debacle made me laugh because sometimes you have to laugh or you will cry.

4.  During the concert, at one point one of the musicians in the youth symphony played a wonderful solo part on his violin.  After he finished, my husband said, "That was some fine fiddling."

My son's girlfriend who isn't in the Youth Symphony but who also plays the violin said, "He wasn't playing a fiddle, he was wearing shoes.  That was a violin."  Well, that just made me laugh.  Have I mentioned how much I love this girl?

5. We are in the midst of a large winter storm here.  We are supposed to get about four inches of snow today (which I think we have already gotten and then some).  I'd take pictures to show you, but I'm so sick of looking at it that I really don't want to take any more pictures of it.  You've all seen snow before---well most of you have.  It's white and it's cold, and we have a whole bunch of it outside right now.  Just use your imagination, OK?  

Overnight tonight we are supposed to get another five to seven inches with another inch or so to follow tomorrow morning.  Then we are to get some winds to add the lovely "blowing and drifting" phenomenon to the equation.  

Anyway let me get to the part about all this snow falling down outside that made me happy, my son found out early this morning that his school was closed today due to the weather.    A short while later, my husband who works as a school psychologist (albeit with a different school system than the one my son attends) got the message that he too would be staying home and did not need to report to work today due to the weather.  

Most of you know that snow does not make me smile much or make me happy.  However, my son and husband were both happy to be getting the day off.  I was happy for them and also relieved that I wouldn't have to worry about them being on the roads. So that's #5.

6.  I, however, was still scheduled to go into work at the library this evening and was not looking forward to that. The roads were and still are really bad right now.  The city plows are out, of course, but the snow is coming down so fast and so heavy that they aren't keeping up with it and the roads are a real mess.

After lunch, I got the call from one of my coworkers that the library was closing early, and I wouldn't have to report tonight for work after all.  Woot!  Woot!  Well, there's another reason to be happy.  I have the evening off!!

7.  We're having pizza for supper tonight with sausage and mushrooms and extra cheese on it just the way I like it.  Now THAT sounds like a great reason to smile to me!

As for the final "rule" attached to this award, I am now supposed to pass the prize and this meme on to seven more bloggers who I think deserve it.  I'm breaking that rule too.  Instead of choosing seven bloggers, I am passing it on to all of the bloggers in my  blog list over there in the sidebar.  Any of you who would like to claim this award and list seven interesting things about yourself on your blog, I now officially give you this award  because all of you are creative folks.  Those who would rather not pick up this award and would like to just go on about your business writing about what you usually write about on your blog, well, that's quite fine with me too!


Friday, February 5, 2010

First time. First time today!

I went for a walk in the park tonight.  It was actually still light out for a while yet after I got home from work at the library, long enough that I could go for a walk and get home before sunset.  That is always a good sign to me when daylight hours start lasting a little longer.  

My family said they didn't mind waiting for their dinner if I wanted to walk first before getting the meal started, so I took the opportunity to go.  I haven't been walking outside much at all for two or maybe three months.  It has just been too cold for me.  It was about thirty degrees or so tonight so I decided to give it a try.  It wasn't too bad, but it would have been better for me if  I had only walked for about thirty minutes instead of the forty-five minutes that I took.  My fingers and toes were pretty numb by the time I got back home.

It was a pleasant walk even if it was cold.  It was quiet and peaceful.  I saw one person walking a dog, and I think only one car drove past me through the neighborhood while on my way there.  Most folks had better sense than to be out and were home in their warm houses, I think.  The path through the park was clear as you can see in the picture, so I didn't have to worry about falling on any ice or getting my shoes wet and cold in the snow.  What's that you say?  Boots?  Yes, I have boots, but I rarely wear them.  I save those to wear when we REALLY have snow, and I have to be out shoveling it.  When we just have a couple inches on the ground like we have now, they are a nuisance to me to have to wear.  They're really not very comfortable to wear for long walks either.


It hasn't been a bad winter really.  We've had several snowfalls, but only one gave us a significant amount of snow.  The rest have been smaller storms and brought us mostly only a couple of inches or so at a time.  In between snowfalls, the temperatures overall stayed cold, but we had a few days here and there where it would warm up enough to melt a little of the snow off.  It hasn't yet gone completely away, but at least it hasn't been piling up higher and higher like it did last year either.


One of the best things about my walk tonight is that it gave me time to just think about things without interruption.  The quiet lends itself to contemplation.  I get my best thinking done while I am walking on the path through the trees without the sound of the TV or video games or the phone ringing in the background to distract me.  Walking and thinking calms me and helps me focus on whatever I happen to be dealing with at the moment.  Walking gives me time to mull over the events of the day.


On tonight's walk, I was thinking about one of the patrons at the library where I work.  This lady came in to pick up some books she had requested.  She is one of our regulars, and she comes quite often to the library.  She is a very quiet and reserved lady.  I don't know her from outside the library.  I only know her from waiting on her at the circulation desk.  She is very sweet and polite to me, and we generally make small talk while I am checking her books out to her.


When she came in to pick up her books tonight, though, she seemed almost to be a different person.  I could tell she was very excited as she approached the desk.  She was literally beaming from ear to ear.  I smiled at her and said, "Hi."


She flashed the biggest smile I've ever seen her wear and said not "Hi," or "How are  you?" or "I have two books to pick up today," or "It sure is cold outside," as she normally would.  Instead, the first words out of her mouth by way of greeting me were, "I just became a grandma!  First time.  First time today!"  

She had joy shining and spilling out of her in such an undeniable way, that I couldn't help but feel it and share it and be thrilled for her in her celebration.  She went on to tell me the details of the birth.  How she (her new granddaughter) came much earlier than expected, but that she was doing fine. The new mom and dad were doing fine too, and of course she shared the newborn's height and weight and name with me. They are the details shared by every new parent or grandparent---those numbers and the name that make it so--that prove that the baby is really here.   With each detail, I could hear her delight and her pride.  I felt privileged that she was so eager to share the news with me.


So on my walk, I think about the fact that someday that may be me relating the exciting news to someone that I am a grandma.  I'm not ready to take on that role yet.  In fact, I hope it will be QUITE a few years away yet before that becomes a reality for me.  When it does though, I hope I will be filled with as much joy about the news as she was today.  That's how it should be, I think.